you see i knew it was going to happen all along…but i just wanted to buy time…when in reality i was only wasting it. but what blows me away is that He still calls me and tells me how lovable i am because i am faithful. even when i just felt like i disobeyed. it’s almost as if what i do doesn’t matter so much anymore. because he has already determined who i am. because he knows who i am, even the parts of me that i barely believe in or understand.
